So I recently asked this question about a girl who said she wouldnt talk to me till the 23rd...?

But, a day later she texted me saying "this is a lot harder than I thought". We texted and texted and then she said she needed to go on a retreat for a year to clear her mind. Then last night she said that we should get out of each others lives. I was crying and begging her not to do this. But she said that she always screws things up with such great guys like me and she was afraid she woud hurt me. Im pretty sure she blocked my number and we will never talk again. I am severely depressed...what should I do cuz i know we still have feelings for each other.